Secrets

If there’s one thing I’ve learned, It’s that there would be no gossip without secrets. You might be brave enough to reveal your secret, Only to have it used against you Or someone else’s secret might affect you in unexpected ways. There are some secrets you’re only too happy to keep. Others surface Only to be buried away deeper than they were before. But the most powerful secrets Are the truths you thought you could never reveal, That once spoken, change everything.

Believe it or not, I was trying to make everything better. I know you’re angry but I hope you’ll forgive me. It turns out, sometimes you have to do the wrong thing. Sometimes you have to make a big mistake to figure out how to make things right. The stakes are painful. But they’re the only way to find out who you really are. I know who I am now. And I know what I want.

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“it’s completely acceptable to stay alive for tiny reasons. because you want to hear your favorite song one more time. because your dog will miss you if you leave. because the moon is just too pretty to never see again. because you haven’t seen the next season of a really good TV show. because you want to see the christmas lights this year. if you’re alive, you’re doing enough. if you’re surviving, i’m proud of you”

6 martie

“Am deschis geamul taxiului ca sa fumez tigara oferită. Era cald..sau era racoare, in orice caz se simțea in aer vacanța, plăcere. Apusul îmbraca toate clădirile frumoase rămase Bucureștiului intr-o pânza de aur, puteam sa jur ca visez frumusetea rastignita in fata mea. O gluma, parul mirosiind a toate șampoanele și produsele de par folosite pe mine, o alta gluma, un apel, o poza făcută din greșeală, aglomerație, ora 5, o după amiaza superba. Nici măcar nu îmi pasa cu cine ma mai vedeam in afara de ea. Pur și simplu, voiam sa profit cu fiecare atom din corpul meu de ziua de 6 Martie. Nu știu de ce. Am băut cât am vrut, ce am vrut, am ras, am discutat ca între fete, ceea ce demult nu mai făcusem, am avut heart to heart conversations. A fost frumos. Plus ca toate astea s-au petrecut după ce am fost răsfățata câteva ore bune. Nu știu de ce am vrut sa scriu de ziua asta. Nu e nimic special la ea. Cred ca a fost pentru prima data anul asta când m-am relaxat, când m-am simțit ok. Ceea ce spune multe.”