Just sharing this information at 5 am

Sometimes I don’t want to sleep all night so I can sleep all day and not be hit with the thoughts. Of missing people, of the future, of choices.

Sometimes I think I sleep so much (one day I slept 17 h) because I don’t like reality that much at this point.

I know overthinking is not good but in the present moment I am supposed to. I am kind of obligated.  I need to make choices. I need to control my chaos now so that later I can enjoy it at the maximum potential.

I need to do so much but I am being in a tornado of choices. And without deciding, I am standing still. And I hate it.




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